All of 2017, people kept praying and prophesying to my husband that he would recieve a promotion. We kept trying to figure out how that was possible since there was no position directly above him at his job that would allow him to do the same work. On the morning of October 27th, my family went to the funeral home for a private viewing of my husband’s body. This particular morning was the hardest for me. I felt torment, guilt, and extreme sadness. I was feeling like it was al