2018 has kicked off with the shedding of many tears. In part, the tears are a response to the glaring reality that I entered 2017 with my husband but I exited without him. I am moving forward, but not with the one who has been my teammate for so long. I have heard it said that moving forward with life after the loss of a spouse feels like you are suddenly missing an arm. I concur. It is like betraying the chief principle and rule of engagement Tom Cruise’s character, "Maveric